It's Crunch time!!! (Random Post)

Okay it's not really Crunch time, but it sounds so forceful... or like I want a chocolate bar. MMM, Chocolate. Anyway, I don't post much but honestly I think about the wedding A LOT. The problem with wedding planning is the hurry up and wait aspect of it. I get too excited when we plan something and then I want the wedding to be tomorrow so I don't have to wait any more. As Jessi has mentioned we are finalizing our order for save the dates, which the only reason I think we haven't ordered them is because we have been slightly lazy and addicted to the TV show Weeds. Luckily for our friends and family we are almost out of the seasons and after the withdrawals we will finally be able to order them.
Second order of business is the whole weight loss thing. I don't need to be little I just want to look better in my little outfit and be in prime dancing poorly shape. I know Jessi and I are eating better most nights and are trying to put exercise back into our lives. Over the last month it's been really difficult. But a pound a month would put us both down 14 lbs which we both would be happier with.
I struggle a lot with the desire to be unique and to be wise with money and environmentally friendly. The three of those are difficult to combine, often I see something unique and environmentally friendly but then it's 5 billion dollars. (dramatic for effect) Sometimes I wonder what people "expect" from my wedding, if anyone ever thought about it. I know that our wedding needs to be us and what we want but it's interesting to think about. It's like when I bought my first car, Nissan Maxima, everyone saw it and said, that car doesn't fit you... (They were all out of clown cars apparently) I really want this ceremony to really capture Jessi and I and the reasons we fell in love and the sparks that keep us growing.